Tyler Says Let Go

I'd never been in a car accident.  This must have been what all those
people felt like before I filed them as statistics in my reports.  

We've just had a near-life experience!


I swear he is in the car right next to me telling me to just let go.
All I can think about is grabbing the steering wheel to do something
or slamming on my brakes but there is still this voice that just says let go.  
Let go.  What can you really do?  This just is not in your hands.  
Maybe ........well.  What do I really know.   

I hope that I can look back at this year or at least the beginning of it a
year from now and say I made it through even with everything thrown at me.  
Life seems to be swirling around me right now and throwing a lot at me and
my family.  I think the very best that I could hope for is that we all make
it through healthy and together.  That seems like a small thing to ask for
but right now it seems like a huge challenge.  Maybe all this will be better in
the morning.  

The best I can seem to do is pray.  And let go.