Two Thousand Eight
December.
The only thing that has been on my mind recently has been December. Clearly the bad - the job. The good - how I handled it. Some of it.
It's all a blur which is really the problem. I simply zoned out it seems and daydreamed a lot of time away. It sucks being here during the day with no interaction. I have gotten a lot done, certainly more than most would have worried about accomplishing at the end of the year but I still did not hit the mark like I wanted to. I feel aimless sitting on the bench.
Sure a job does not define who you are and I know that is true for me. Indeed I will work again - I know this. Until then, I have got to find a path and a purpose. It's more like I have got to find a daily purpose. Goals? I don't know. Something.
December is done. This is January. Two Thousand Eight.
The only thing that has been on my mind recently has been December. Clearly the bad - the job. The good - how I handled it. Some of it.
It's all a blur which is really the problem. I simply zoned out it seems and daydreamed a lot of time away. It sucks being here during the day with no interaction. I have gotten a lot done, certainly more than most would have worried about accomplishing at the end of the year but I still did not hit the mark like I wanted to. I feel aimless sitting on the bench.
Sure a job does not define who you are and I know that is true for me. Indeed I will work again - I know this. Until then, I have got to find a path and a purpose. It's more like I have got to find a daily purpose. Goals? I don't know. Something.
December is done. This is January. Two Thousand Eight.
posted by Booster MPS at
9:31 PM
3 Comments:
That is one thing a job gives you is structure to your day. The last time I was between jobs my golf got better and I made a lot stock trades (and got in trouble with the SEC becuase I didn't follow some rule I had never heard of).
On the plus side, January means the holiday season is over and people might actually be hiring.
Good luck, sir.
that's what i need.
a purpose.
a purpose driven life. [i think there was a book with that title wasn't there? not sure.]
it's a whole new year. good things will come our way-you know why? cause we're good people. you're really good people booster...i don't think you're gonna have any problems.
Don't give up, frined... they are out there... keep at it!
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