Mom is all I can think about today because she is having a procedure/surgery/whatever it should be called over a minor infection that has turned into a major issue. I am so disappointed and frustrated that I don't know what to say or do from here forward. Clearly I want her to be healthy and happy and that is what is most important. She has got to get better and well again and I am praying for that today. I know God will work that out for the best without question.

Something has to change.

As my mom gets older I will have to find a way to be more engaged in her life and help her out. No doubt about it, she is stubborn, but this is a perfect example of how a small thing can turn into a major issue with her health. This could have been prevented if she had just listened to me and sought help immediately. I just hope that she will listen to me now and defer to my judgment on things concerning her well being.

Most of all, I just want to be a good son and I don't feel good about being here miles away while this is going on. Given that this came up yesterday I know this is not possible. I just have to wait.