Transparency
What do people see in me.....or see going on.....or just see?
It happened again a few days ago sitting over at 13 Celsius. I am just sitting there with my glass of wine and the woman next to me asks what's wrong....."You seem so serious."
Geez I can't even hide it just hanging out to have a glass of wine and relax. I am just sitting there checking out the wine list and this woman completely sees through me. What in the world do I throw off that people see all the time? Why are the gears in my head so damn loud? I have not been able to let this go since it happened for some reason. I suppose it's because it happens so often. There is something, maybe negative is the right word, in my vibe and people pick up on it. If I were to be honest with myself I would see that it is possibly the reason that people think I am serious/up tight/not fun/not outgoing and not a cool guy to date. I really want to be more approachable.
I want this to be said here because I want to work on it. By no means am I proud of this, it's just a lesser part of who I am that needs to be corrected. Now - how do I correct it?
It happened again a few days ago sitting over at 13 Celsius. I am just sitting there with my glass of wine and the woman next to me asks what's wrong....."You seem so serious."
Geez I can't even hide it just hanging out to have a glass of wine and relax. I am just sitting there checking out the wine list and this woman completely sees through me. What in the world do I throw off that people see all the time? Why are the gears in my head so damn loud? I have not been able to let this go since it happened for some reason. I suppose it's because it happens so often. There is something, maybe negative is the right word, in my vibe and people pick up on it. If I were to be honest with myself I would see that it is possibly the reason that people think I am serious/up tight/not fun/not outgoing and not a cool guy to date. I really want to be more approachable.
I want this to be said here because I want to work on it. By no means am I proud of this, it's just a lesser part of who I am that needs to be corrected. Now - how do I correct it?
posted by Booster MPS at
4:07 PM
7 Comments:
3,4-methylenedioxy-N-methylamphetamine should do the trick :)
or you could skip the compound up there and by her the next glass.
I am the opposite of "serious/up tight/not fun/not outgoing" but I am apparently not a cool guy to date either.
I don't have any mystical advice (for either of us). You didn't "seem so serious" last time I saw you.
Maybe our problem is our similar views. I'm not sure if I am willing to change that. I like who I am.
"It's just a lesser part of who I am that needs to be corrected..."
Nooooooooo, Booster. You are who you are, my friend. Stop worrying about it.
I was gonna say, I don't think you're any of those things you THINK you are. OMG, a guy who jumps out of airplanes, uptight? HA, I don't think so.
Maybe she was just hitting you.
Ummm she was with her husband.....
i like you just the way you are.
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