Close to Home
Again I am wondering if I started something that I can't finish. I promised myself that this would be the home for all the good AND all the bad in my life in hopes that it would be my release and maybe mean something to somebody in my life one day. Sigh. I owe it to myself to hold true to that. This is my life. All of it.
Mom got results back today that point to something wrong with one of her kidneys. Maybe malignant. Still maybe not. More tests tomorrow and potentially more work to be done by specialist. As mom does, she assumes the worst. I don't think that way and it will be a struggle for me to fight that with her. There are options and alternatives and I want all of them to be explored when we get to them. For now, I hold on to my faith. I pray. I believe. I don't want her to be taken from me like this as she is so strong and has had such a good life.
In my work at TCH, I knew cancer can affect anyone. I just hoped it would not be so close to home.
Mom got results back today that point to something wrong with one of her kidneys. Maybe malignant. Still maybe not. More tests tomorrow and potentially more work to be done by specialist. As mom does, she assumes the worst. I don't think that way and it will be a struggle for me to fight that with her. There are options and alternatives and I want all of them to be explored when we get to them. For now, I hold on to my faith. I pray. I believe. I don't want her to be taken from me like this as she is so strong and has had such a good life.
In my work at TCH, I knew cancer can affect anyone. I just hoped it would not be so close to home.
posted by Booster MPS at
7:51 PM
2 Comments:
Praying that Mommy is ok.
Thinking of you.
Your faith is so important, my friend. You have it, and you must keep it...for me.
Because you pay it forward to me all the time, I am sending some back to you too.
Hugs.
e.e.
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