True North

I can't seem to move away from the thoughts I been having on my direction. Where am I going personally and is it truly a fulfilling future that is ahead of me. I think I might have been a bit naive in my youth to think that I was special. I have always reached out to do extraordinary things. I wanted to be a leader. Most of all I really think that George thought that he would not fall into a routine common life. Common was somehow bad.

Taking a step back this week I am not sure if I can live up to that image I had in my head. This could be a path towards a professional destiny unfulfilled. BUT, maybe I am measuring my success in the wrong manner. I'm not sure. But I do know that those that achieve great things take great risk. Somehow I need to find my true north again and take the risk needed to advance myself personally AND professionally. This is about more than my 9 to 5 - it stretches into my personal life and how I live my day to day. Hmmph. Where do I begin?

All said, I somehow need to live in the moment and enjoy where I am. Why am I still up? What have I been doing for the last 4 hours?