Change
Here I am again in the mirror.
The things about me that are good are some of the things I need to change. I need to stand up for self more and do what I want to do when I want to do it. Take control. Speak my mind. Step one is the job and finding out what is going on tomorrow. I need to know where I stand and what my future is. Things are literally moving around me and I need to get clued in. How the hell does my group suddemly get relocated to a different part of the floor except for me? Seems like I am the last to know everything because I don't like to play the games in the office. Can somebody just shoot straight with me for once?
Failed Chemistry 101 again. Again. I had to call Mesha and tell her I thought we would be best as friends. Very attractive woman and in a lot of ways reminds me of Chelsea. But it just was not right after a couple dates. There was just no chemistry there and as much as I wanted to give it a try, we just could not connect. There was never much to talk about and conversation always seemed like an effort. How is that two people can meet and just hit it off? Why does that NOT happen even when people want it to? How does chemistry work? Is it real or am I looking for something that just is not real except for me?
The things about me that are good are some of the things I need to change. I need to stand up for self more and do what I want to do when I want to do it. Take control. Speak my mind. Step one is the job and finding out what is going on tomorrow. I need to know where I stand and what my future is. Things are literally moving around me and I need to get clued in. How the hell does my group suddemly get relocated to a different part of the floor except for me? Seems like I am the last to know everything because I don't like to play the games in the office. Can somebody just shoot straight with me for once?
Failed Chemistry 101 again. Again. I had to call Mesha and tell her I thought we would be best as friends. Very attractive woman and in a lot of ways reminds me of Chelsea. But it just was not right after a couple dates. There was just no chemistry there and as much as I wanted to give it a try, we just could not connect. There was never much to talk about and conversation always seemed like an effort. How is that two people can meet and just hit it off? Why does that NOT happen even when people want it to? How does chemistry work? Is it real or am I looking for something that just is not real except for me?
posted by Booster MPS at
9:28 PM
3 Comments:
Sorry to hear you failed Chemistry.
I can't tell you how to do anything because I've never been in the dating world.
Somedays I wish I knew, other days I'm greatful.
Shame... but it's real, Booster - just not with everyone. If you ask me, you only have one problem...
that bloody sky-diving ;-)
dating sucks....
stop jumping out of planes. girls don't like that kind of thing.. at least not this girl.
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